I realize that with a little more grace from God, I am probably 3/4 of the way through my life, unless something completely unexpected happens. The one thing that I contemplate on a regular basis is what kind of legacy I will leave behind. Will it be a legacy that reflects Christ or that of the cares and concerns of the world? I confess that I am not what people see all the time when I am out and about. I am a man who does not fear God enough, love God enough, or am obedient to what God has called me to do, enough. There have been many days that only God and I know about, where I have let my heart stray, my mind wonder, my worries overtake me, my actions bring shame to the name of the Lord Jesus. I pour out to others and not let them pour into me because it is safer and easier, less chance of me getting my heart hurt as it has been so many times before. The words that I want to hear the most about me are also the words that I know deep within that I am not worthy to say written in *2 Timothy 4:7 I have fought the good and worthy and noble fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith [firmly guarding the gospel against error].* I have come to understand that how I will be remembered will only matter to a few, but the legacy that I leave behind will affect more people than I can ever imagine and will never be forgotten by God one way or another. Today, I am choosing to do all that I can to live a life that focuses on having the character and attributes of the Lord Jesus, the conviction of God’s word, and the compassion of the Holy Spirit. Beloved brethren, as I consider my legacy before Almighty God please consider yours as well before it is too late. Charles Spurgeon said, “It is only serving God that is doing immortal work; it is only living for Christ that is living at all.” While we are alive on earth, we must serve the Lord, for in the end all else is wood, hay, and stubble that will be burned up. My BeLoved, may the grace of the Lord Jesus, and the love of God the Father, and the communion of the Holy Spirit, be with you all. Amen. In Christ Love, douglas. HE>i. pastord.blog

Special Note: I want to thank those who read what I write and are encouraged to give either one time or have decided to give on a monthly basis in support of the different ministries God has entrusted to me. I am encouraged to see certain verses playing out before my eyes like what is written in *Philippians 4:16 For even in Thessalonica you sent aid once and again for my necessities. 17 Not that I seek the gift, but I seek the fruit that abounds to your account.*

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