There are certain Bible verses that I don’t like and yet love at the same time. The more I read my Bible, my Document of Authority, the more I can see that the purpose of my life really comes down to a matter of perspective. As I go through the struggles that I endure and deal with the challenges that I face on a regular basis, I long for peace and joy. The only place I have been able to find complete peace is through the word of God, in His promises, and joy is experienced in my relationship with the Lord Jesus by the power of the Holy Spirit. I want to have confidence in what God has spoken and yet struggle with what is written in *Romans 8:28 And we know [with great confidence] that God [who is deeply concerned about us] causes all things to work together [as a plan] for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to His plan and purpose.* I do love God and believe that I am called according to His plan and purpose and that causes me to think about what really matters most in my life, what I have made my priority. There are days that I get so focused on the future that I want and not the future that God has planned out for me. There are times that I don’t have peace in any part of my life until I am reminded that God is God and I am not and that is also where I find my joy. Charles Spurgeon wrote, ” There is no attribute more comforting to me than that of God’s sovereignty. Under the most adverse circumstances, in the most severe trials, I believe that Sovereignty has ordained my afflictions, that Sovereignty will sanctify me.” I have heard it said that “The Lord gets His best soldiers out of the highlands of affliction.” If that is true, all I can say is, “Lord, afflict me to sanctify me, and make me a better soldier for the kingdom. In Jesus’ precious and powerful name, Amen.” Good or bad for me isn’t my focus, but glorifying God through it all is. Closing thought: As God’s children, we all must understand that a Christian servant’s perspective emphasizes selfless service modeled after the life and teachings of the Lord Jesus, where leaders prioritize the needs of others and seek to empower them to do the work of the ministry.The Church doesn’t need more individuals focused on leadership positions, but rather, more individuals who embrace a servant’s heart and prioritize service to those around them. It needs people who are committed to sacrificial responsibility for the good of the church and its members, focusing on building up others and fostering a culture of love, forgiveness, and genuine care. It’s not just about performing tasks, but about embodying a servant’s heart and attitude in all aspects of life. This perspective calls for humility, compassion, and a commitment to building up others for the common good and not for “a leaders” better lifestyle. I believe that many in the pulpit have forgotten how to serve those in the pit, especially those in the pit of despair. My BeLoved, may the grace of the Lord Jesus, and the love of God the Father, and the communion of the Holy Spirit, be with you all. Amen. In Christ Love, douglas. HE>i. pastord.blog

Special Note: I want to thank those who read what I write and are encouraged to give either one time or have decided to give on a monthly basis in support of the different ministries God has entrusted to me. I am encouraged to see certains verses playing out before my eyes like what is written in *Philippians 4:16 For even in Thessalonica you sent aid once and again for my necessities. 17 Not that I seek the gift, but I seek the fruit that abounds to your account.* 

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